Bloody week, bloody luck.


Just got lectured a couple of hours ago by my father for lousy test results. And now I have to relinquish my cellphone and computer. What the hell?! Apparently, it's always my fault whenever my results drop.

'Yeah, right.'

My father doesn't understand. No one does. It's not that I'm an idiot, it's true. But it's definitely the teachers' fault (Not all of them though).

When the teachers suck in teaching, the students get disillusioned. Some study by themselves, but I doubt they understand how to truly apply and use it. Others suffer, as they lack the spirit to study without understanding.

I am the latter type. All my father thinks is that I spend my time on Facebook chatting away. Again:

'Yeah, right.'

I spend my time on the Internet READING, you dolt. Use your eyes for once, will you? How did you think I got so good in English? By reading my novels alone?

Oh well. I suppose I got the blind ones.

On another note... that Phang now has Kiuey for a junior. And I don't like it.

The guy has anger issues. He keeps grudges and tries to spread them to others. And from what I heard (A reliable source, no less), he's acting overprotective of her.

Now I feel like screaming:

STOP ACTING LIKE A HERO!!! NO ONE CARES!!!

It's obvious. He wants to impress Kiu. And in the process, demean me
(Especially if she's told him about me).

How great. Now a guy who dislikes me 'cause of something I apparently did to his sister (while I never even knew her) wants to 'Kiu' me to hook the fish known as Jocelyn Kiu. So I'm bait.Har har har. Very funny.

Somebody needs to give him an 'Anwar' all right. And quick. <.< I hate this week. Thankfully it's the last. Won't have to see SMKJA anymore after SPM and the remaining sigs and certs are obtained. I swear I'll make it outta cursed Malaysia. I don't belong here. And I never will. Not when I'm still me. On a brighter note, at least I got to see the best video involving cars ever! Jeremy Clarkson *boomed* a Perodua Kelisa ;DDD



Muahahahahaha. Enjoy.
And farewell~


Fulham. Oh, dear Fulham~

As we all football fans probably know by now, for the first time in many years, the semi-finals of the Champions League will not have any English teams in it. Now, Fulham and Liverpool - who beat Benfica 5-3 on aggregate in their Europa League quarter-final - are the last two remaining English sides in Europe, following the elimination of Manchester United and Arsenal from the Champions League this week.

Notice something? No one speaks much about Fulham, despite their great performance this season. Compared to Liverfail, they've actually done better for a side with less resources to use. And they certainly have claimed more high-profile scalps in the first edition of the Europa League. Let us compare the respective sides' seasons so far:

Liverpool (Who are arguably the superior side due to better resources and several world-class players):

Injuries to important players such as Steven Gerrard derailed their quest to go one better than their runner-up position the previous season. The transfer of people such as Xabi Alonso to Real Madrid didn't help much either. The signing of players unable to compensate for the gap the transferred ones left weakened the team, causing them to be the first of the Big Four to drop out of the Champions League, yet ironically, the last of the Four to remain in European competition. Currently struggling to retain fourth place too O:

Now, how 'bout Fulham?

This season has been one to remember for the Cottagers. Nearly made it to the quarter-finals of the FA Cup, yet were beaten 1-3 by Tottenham. Their league form has been moderate, their position at midtable. However... the magic starts with the Europa League. There, they have drawn and beaten AS Roma 1-1 and 2-1 respectively in the group stages, defeated defending champions Shaktar Donetsk in the last 32, overwhelmed Italian giants Juventus 5-4 on aggregate, and soundly beat current German champions Vfl Wolfsburg 3-1 on aggregate, sealing their passage to the semi-finals, a fixture against Hamburg SV, and the honor of being one of only 2 English sides left in European competition this year, the other being Liverpool (Who were expected to anyway).

And yet no one ever sees Fulham's skill this season. Under Roy Hodgson, they have matured from a team fighting relegation on a seasonal basis to a team capable of fighting the best on their day.


Bobby Zamora being congratulated by Simon Davies after a 21 second goal O:
(It looked more like a 20 second one though)


Now look at this guy! He obviously sucks. O: no double and Liverfail would've been in a sticky position, no?

Conclusion: Liverfail so < Fulham. Anyone who cares to say otherwise can look down now, 'cause they


;DDD

That's all I gotta say for tonight~ chao!


5 wishes I have ;D


Firstly... *epic cello sequence*


Illidan Stormrage's action figure! The first demon hunter in the Warcraft mythos. Damn, I want it bad. D: sombodeh buy it for me! Preferably on June 28 xD


Secondly..
.

Learning Mando'a! :o
Ib'tuur jatne tuur ash'ad kyr'amur
. ;D


And third...


Writing at the same standard or surpassing this sonovabitch :o
(Not the dog o.o)


Cuarta...

Playing The Force Unleashed :o great storyline~


Last but definitely not least... ;D

Getting a kiss from Keira Knightley! ;D something I'd die/kill/bribe/do anything for xD


Putting daydreams aside... it's been a boring couple of days D: with no games to play, countless reading, an asshole provoking me, boring Chemisery tuition (Damn you Julian Voong mlm) and no one to talk to, I've stuck my face to the comp screen until 5 and 3 respectively for the last 2 days. <.<

Onto another topic, 24's gonna end! D:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
On March 26, 2010, a statement was issued from Fox explaining that Season 8 would conclude 24's run on television. Kiefer Sutherland gave a statement:

This has been the role of a lifetime, and I will never be able to fully express my appreciation to everyone who made it possible. While the end of the series is bittersweet, we always wanted 24 to finish on a high note, so the decision to make the eighth season our last was one we all agreed upon. This feels like the culmination of all our efforts from the writers to the actors to our fantastic crew and everyone at Fox. Looking ahead to the future, Howard Gordon and I are excited about the opportunity to create the feature film version of 24. But when all is said and done, it is the loyal worldwide fan base that made it possible for me to have the experience of playing the role of Jack Bauer, and for that I am eternally grateful.

Executive producer and showrunner Howard Gordon was also a part of the decision. He was quoted saying:

"Kiefer and I have loved every minute of making 24, but we all believe that now is the right time to call it a day. I echo his sentiments of gratitude toward the show’s amazing creative team, as well as the studio and network who have always believed in us and shown us unbelievable support."

"24 is so much more than just a TV show – it has redefined the drama genre and created one of the most admired action icons in television history," said Peter Rice, Chairman, Entertainment, Fox Networks Group. Kevin Reilly, President, Entertainment, Fox Broadcasting Company added, "We are extremely proud of this groundbreaking series and will be forever thankful to Kiefer, the producers, the cast and crew for everything they’ve put intoover the years. It’s truly been an amazing and unforgettable eight days."

Plans for a feature film are now being explored, with Billy Ray being contracted to write a screenplay, and plans for shooting to commence in late 2010 or early 2011.

So it's goodbye, I suppose. T.T and to make things worse, I have swimming club later. Wadapack -.- I hope I don't get laughed at. =X curse this flabby torso! D:

With nothing else to say, I bid thee adieu for now :o


Life starts now...


I am back. So much more different than before. In the time span that I've been gone, I lost a friend, enhanced friendships with others, befriended again those I left for dead. Whether it be for good or bad, I know not. Here lies dragons... dragons of doubt and despair. Ever since she and I broke our friendship, I've seen that there be others who care about me. Like Avril... thanks cyar'ika =) at least you don't treat me like an outcast. I really appreciate that, and I'm sorry for being moody all the time D:

Yet... despair and self-doubt still chain themselves about me everyday. I tried to make more friends, yet most find me annoying. My results are declining. People treat me like an outcast, just because I'm westernized... am I really that weird? All I want is someone who understands me... who cares about me without wanting me to change the core of my identity. I know I have people who do so already, but... I want more, if only so I won't feel the void within.

*Sighs* Life is uncertain for me everyday. Only when talking to others, can I forget my doubts. I've lived a life in the dark for far, far too long. An atheist, English pro, a pessimistic and a liberal... set so apart from others, perhaps it's my fate to be eternally ostracized for having the one thing that most people don't possess around here. Individuality.

I don't want to be the same as others. That life can never be mine. I will NOT degrade myself to being a mere dog in a pack of many. NEVER. Can't people understand and appreciate that, instead of hating me for being so different? If familiarity breeds contempt, then what are their reasons?

I wish someone could answer the question that lingers inside me, the question I ask myself everyday:

When can I finally be at peace with myself?


At least I'm not alone... not anymore.
As the night dies, I bid thee farewell, for but a brief while, as tomorrow's cycle begins.

Cold light above us,
Hope fills the heart and fades away,
Skin white as winter,
As the sky returns to gray...

Night~